My birth

Born on the 3rd of October 1984. I was 12 weeks premature and weighed only 1 pound. I was dependant on heroin and had no chance of making it through the night. I stayed in the Intensive Care Unit for a long time. I remember seeing one photo of me as a baby. I was wearing a babyborn dolls nappy which came up to my arm pitts. I guess back then nappies didn't cater for premmies. I had so many cables and tubes coming off me and I was a strange orange colour. Unfortunatly I ended up surviving. I'm having trouble imagining my mother holding a baby. I don't know how I'm still alive. Somebody had to have fed me and bathed me. I'm sure that it was my mother but I just can't see it. Lucky for her I spent a lot of time in hospital.